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I cycled home in the drizzle again…
If there’s another thing I found out from my 4 weeks here in Kampar, it’s that I will damp from either the rain or sweating I get back home.
I’m able to, in a way, live my ‘fantasy’ (if you will,) of enjoying the rain.
This is the second time I’ve cycled home in the drizzle.
But it’s also frustrating that here, it’s either excruciatingly hot, or unbelievably wet/damp. The cool, cloudy atmosphere never lasts for long.
And then at night, it’s cooling. But it’s usually so hot in the afternoon, you’ll feel fried.
I just came back from Uni not long ago, and I’m damp. Class was dismissed at around 6pm, but I wasn’t able to come home until almost 7 due to the rain.
Now I need a warm shower.
Posted in Random post is random on February 8th, 2010 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
Finally, The Long Awaited Post!
Guhhh *flails*
I’ve FINALLY got internet at my bloody hostel. =_=
And I’ve got so much to catch up on, that I’m not even bothering to catch up on everything at LJ. I’d take days if I did.
Anyway, it’s about time I got to posting up about my first day here in Kampar. So here goes.
Posted in Memories, Random post is random, Updates on February 7th, 2010 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
Another Short Update
Well, here I am.
In Nesa & Min Ru’s room, using Nesa’s computer to go to the internet while Nesa and Ann went out with Junior.
Why didn’t I follow them? Well, that would be a long story, but don’t worry, it’s nothing big (argument, etc) or anything, trust me.
Min Ru is ‘working’, so here I am, blogging.
Oh how I’ve missed it. ^^
I hate not being able to properly blog; I have so many pics (Ok, fine, maybe not that many) and explanations to post up.
Class has started, and it’s still a little messy because there are things that some new students have not grown accustomed to yet.
First and foremost: to newbies like us, just looking up our timetable is a challenge; it’s written in a way in which we are not used to, and it takes some explaining from the faculty (I can imagine how frustrated they might be, having to re-explain it to every student who asks xD) to actually get how it’s supposed to be.
But hostel life-wise, it’s great.
I love living on my own, and going places/ hanging out with my friends where I can make my own decisions on what to do.
I’ve made great (and crazy) friends (which would in itself explain why they’re my friends in the first place), and luckily, my housemates are nice.
I’ve been going out with Ann almost every night since I got here (except when she went to KL for those few days), and before class had started – some lunches.
Posted in Random post is random, Updates on January 21st, 2010 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
A Quick Update
I’m at the cyber cafe at the moment, checking up on everything I missed in the past 4 days.. Which is A LOT.
I won’t be able to properly catch up with everything unless I use my laptop (to save pics, etc), but it beats having no internet until my hostel has the unternet set up. 
On an extremely squee-able note, the cyber cafe I’m currently in right now keeps playing Kpop MVs! xDDD So far there was SNSD, Super Junior (Sorry Sorry Answer!), and KISS! I swear I’d go completely loco if they played 2PM. Or 2AM. =DD
Dona’s at the saloon getting her hair rebonded, so in the meantime, I’m.. ‘indulging’ in what I’ve missed! ;D She’ll be joining me later.
Posted in Kpop & Everything Korean, Random post is random, Spazz on January 11th, 2010 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
Today, The Curtain Closes.
Premier Dance Academy.
Thank you for the 15 1/2 years worth of bittersweet memories.
Posted in Ballet, Memories, Pictures on January 8th, 2010 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
You know I hate almost everyone that makes her cry.
Then again, maybe you don’t. There’s a lot you don’t know.
To be honest, I’ve never seen her react that way, and just the fact that she did fuels the flame.
Did you have to raise your voice at her like that? Couldn’t you have just gently explained to her your point?
I guess not, you were always hot tempered.
After what happened today, I’m beginning to think hard about going to Utar. What if something similar happens again while I’m there? What if she does something more rash? I would never be able to forgive myself for leaving if she did. And not to burst your bubble, but neither you nor mum has actually taken the effort to sit down, hear what she says, and understand what it feels like to be in her shoes. To live her life as she sees it, not you.
Yes, it differs greatly from yours.
Yes, you are not exactly in the same viewpoint.
But then again, you’ve never tried, either.
All this while I’ve been trying to see your side of the coin, to understand where you’re coming from, and to explain that to people who don’t see that side of you, but you don’t seem to be doing the same.
You’re stubborn. You all are. You fight to get your point across, and won’t back down until someone agrees with you.
Which leads to situations like these.
Posted in Not Happy, Worries on January 3rd, 2010 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
Orianthi is a funny name, but…
If there was a song that would be the theme song of my life, According To You would be it.
There’s no better song that would describe it. ^^
According to you
I’m stupid,
I’m useless,
I can’t do anything right.
According to you
I’m difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I’m a mess in a dress,
can’t show up on time,
even if it would save my life.But according to him
I’m beautiful,
incredible,
he can’t get me out of his head.
According to him
I’m funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don’t feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He’s into me for everything I’m not,
according to you.According to you
I’m boring,
I’m moody,
you can’t take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I’m the girl with the worst attention span;
you’re the boy who puts up with it.I need to feel appreciated,
like I’m not hated. oh– no–.
Why can’t you see me through his eyes?
It’s too bad you’re making me decide.According to me
you’re stupid,
you’re useless,
you can’t do anything right.
Posted in Ponderings, Random post is random on December 31st, 2009 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
I’m So Fickle-Minded, I Should Be Spanked.
When I’m with you
I’ll make every second count
Cause i miss you
Whenever your not around
~Faber Drive – When I’m With You
It’s true when they say that you don’t appreciate what you’ve got till it’s gone.
Well, not literally in my case, but close enough.
Let me share this piece of news with you, then allow me to emo for a while on that thought.
I got in.
UTAR.
I checked in this morning, and I was accepted.
Of course, I was elated. It kinda woke me up from my stupor, and I couldn’t sleep back.
But as I laid down and tried to sleep, reality set in.
This is it.
I’m in.
I’ll be leaving Kuantan in a few weeks.
Bye bye ballet.
Bye bye crazy friends.
Worse of all, bye bye Ashley.
Yes, I may sound a little over dramatic here.
I know it isn’t the end of the world, nor is it permanent.
So give me a moment to be nerdy and say that I kinda understand how Bella feels now when she realised the date of her transformation was looming near.
It was all I ever wanted; pursuing my studies somewhere other than Kuantan.
But now that I’m actually in, it’s like a huge block fell on me, making me wake up and realise that the date is actually not that far away, and that I’d have to leave soon.
Posted in Inferior, Memories, Ponderings on December 24th, 2009 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
I Feel Kid-ish Again.
If you ever knew me personally, you’d know how much of a genius I was.
No, I’m serious.
….
…
..
.
Really.
Remember all the ‘ideas’ I came up with? The solutions?
….
…
..
.
Fine. I lied. xD
But today, after I went to pay my PTPN loan at the bank, it started raining rather heavily.
And I had just received a text from mum saying that they had only managed to find a parking at the other end of the bank.
The rain looked rather.. mild from where I was standing in the shade, but I had forgotten that hell hath no fury like a rain storm.
Yes, I changed the words. (Another proof of my self-proclaimed genius ideas. xp)
Only as I stepped out into the rain did I realise just how heavy it was.
Well of course I hadn’t thought of calling mum and asking her to drive near the bank so I could get in. What do you take me for? Psshh.
So… That left me probably looking like an idiot, running in the rain, getting my hair and clothes soaked, and looking out for mum’s car.
When I finally spotted the car and got in, I was damp. I could smell my damp jeans. Eurgh.
Posted in Random post is random on December 23rd, 2009 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
Everything Happens For A Reason.
Before you read this entry, bear in mind that if you do choose to read this, it was from your own choice. I did not make you read this. I don’t mean to offend anyone; this was written from my point of view.
Due to something that happened recently, it really got me thinking.
And I decided to blog about the whole thing; from the start, years ago, up till today. So you’ll be forgiven if you wanna skip this entry; it’s definitely gonna be a long one. ;D
I have long believed in that saying (‘everything happens for a reason’); everytime something happens, I would always remind myself that they happen for a purpose to serve in my life. But I have only ever believed in it; there were no solid proof of that theory in my life. So what kept me believing?
Me, who has questioned judgements and theories as long as they haven’t been proven?
Me, who scorned when mum told me she loved me years ago, because there didn’t seem to be proof whatsoever?
What was it then, that kept me believing, even though proof was more than scarce in my life?
I don’t know.
And I still don’t.
But as of 2007, the meaning of it slowly made itself present to me.
Either that, or I have only just recently opened up my eyes. =p
Let’s start from the very beginning; why I began relying so much on this simple saying, and why now, I so strongly believe in it. (Wtf I make it sound like someone about to convert you into a religion or something. >_>)
I’ll spill it all now; and risking every person who might come across this to know about it. But I feel that it’s about time my skeletons came out of their closet. ;p
For once, this is gonna be a melancholy entry.
Posted in Inferior, Memories, Opinions, Random post is random on December 16th, 2009 by Suyoung | | No Comments »
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